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sick.

I'm the sickest I've been in a while. Mono. Fucking mono. Seriously? My tonsils are about the size of golf balls. My throat hurts so much, I can't swallow. It feels like there is something about the size of a baseball lodged in my throat. My body aches all over. This explains the fevers/rash/migraines that I've been getting lately. Here I thought I had strep throat. Nope, definitely worse. Needless to say, I'm fucking MISERABLE.

great.

poughkeepsie was fun.
and i've come to like it there.
it was really good seeing friends.
(especially a certain one.. )
and of course, meeting new ones.

still kicking myself in the ass, though.
i wish i would have said something. damn.
now i know. but it's all good.

nervousness

settling, always settling in.

tomorrow, courntey and i
will be treking it out to
ugly poughkeepsie. oy.

regardless, the rest of my mini vacation shall be glorious.

"and since we're being honest.."

i'm into you. you are taking up every inch of my mind lately and i don't know how to deal with it. i haven't felt like this in a long time... it's a ridiculous feeling.

let the nervousness feeling settle in again. ugh.

i'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, baby, crazy, crazy!

feist your fucking eyes on this asshole!

now i'm giving you something worthwhile to read.

i'm really starting to hate you. you're annoying as fuck. you're arrogant. you're mean. you only are concerned about yourself. you think that you are SO great and so much fucking better than everyone else. you think you are ALWAYS right. really, who are you kidding? you're not. you're JUST like everyone else. you find out that i like someone else, that ISN'T you (for the record, I wasn't really ever interested... nor will i EVER be interested.) oh shit, i bet your temper is boiling. now you're nothing but mean to me.. oh that's right. you were only nice when you were trying to get with me (which was never going to happen!) get over yourself and your fucking ego. you're a piece of fucking shit.

how's that for a fucking poem?!

FUCK YOU and go kill yourself! kthanks.

today is a sad day.

i'm all out of my can't stop won't stop chapstick.