Fussy.
That is the word the can best describe myself this afternoon. I'm uncontroably irritable and I don't know what to do with myself.
Ever since I got into this car accident (in New York City, 3/1/08) I've been having a rough time dealing with the fact that I can't do things when I want. I'm a traveler, I love traveling and everything that comes along with it. (Except for car accidents, of course) I love being exposed to other cities and getting to take in the cultures that these various cities have to offer. I'd travel everyday if I could... one day, I'm going to own my own bus and whenever I want to go somewhere new, I'll have the means and motivation at my fingertips.
Going along with that... and I suppose this might sound childish, but I really want to go to Pittsburgh tonight for The Starting Line's last hoorah. The guys were nice enough to throw me on the list last minute and I won't even be making it out. I'm incredibly bummed. I told myself that if I didn't make it out that I wouldn't care so much, because I can just catch them at Bamboozle in a couple months. The truth is, there is nothing like a Starting Line headlining show and at Bamboozle they probably won't get anything more than a half hour or so set.
Maybe I just need to get out of this house. I just sit around day in and day out, doing the same nonsense I've been doing for three weeks. But, I've been out of work for 3 weeks and there is no date set in stone when I'll be returning. Despite the fact that I've gotten out to a couple shows and have seen some friends over the last few weeks, I have a slight case of cabin fever. It doesn't help that it's still cold, rainy and yucky outside.
I just want out...
and judging by the view from my bedroom window, people tend to wonder why.
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