sick.

I'm the sickest I've been in a while. Mono. Fucking mono. Seriously? My tonsils are about the size of golf balls. My throat hurts so much, I can't swallow. It feels like there is something about the size of a baseball lodged in my throat. My body aches all over. This explains the fevers/rash/migraines that I've been getting lately. Here I thought I had strep throat. Nope, definitely worse. Needless to say, I'm fucking MISERABLE.

great.

poughkeepsie was fun.
and i've come to like it there.
it was really good seeing friends.
(especially a certain one.. )
and of course, meeting new ones.

still kicking myself in the ass, though.
i wish i would have said something. damn.
now i know. but it's all good.

nervousness

settling, always settling in.

tomorrow, courntey and i
will be treking it out to
ugly poughkeepsie. oy.

regardless, the rest of my mini vacation shall be glorious.