I worry, I worry all the time why worry?

Lately, I've been tired and uninspired.

I've been thinking of ways that I can grow as a person,
and to better the circumstances around me.
I know that only I can make changes to make my life,
that feel worthwhile and rewarding. It's just so hard sometimes.
I try to roll with the punches as best as I can, but seriously;
a person can only tolerate so much.

I'm waiting for something to have a substanial impact on myself,
in hopes that maybe one day I can have an impact on someone else.

Yesterday my mom told me that my dad mentioned to her that I was a good kid.
My mom replied with, "I know," and my dad went on to say,
"No, I mean, she is a good kid. She helps us out a lot."
and my mom goes, "I know."
I feel like sometimes it's not enough... I owe a lot to my parents.

I have a lot to be greatful for...
I have great friends, family, a job and a car.
I get to virtually do whatever I want, whenever I want.

Why do I always feel like there is something missing?
But something just doesn't feel right.

I kind of hit a road block - a wall of some sort.

I feel lost...

I just really need to stop worrying.