Hello world.

I've been posting stupid surveys a lot lately.
My apologies. I know they are annoying.
I really have found myself filling them out
just to kill time... to make me not think of the
things that are really going on in my mind.

These last couple of months have been nothing
but the best. I really have no REAL complaints.
Just lots of thoughts are drenching my brain.

I'm thankful for all my new friends that I've made.
A lot of them are the most genuine people that I've
met in an awfully long time. Being in their presence
was refreshing and I'm super glad to have met them.
It's all about time and place.

Time and distance is the most horrible concept.
I hate it. There are so many people and faces
that I miss, that I'm starting to get incredibly
impatient. It's ridiculous. I used to be the queen
of patience and here I am... freaking out.

I miss you.
I miss you.
and I most certainly, miss you.

I have to slow down, rewind and take a breather.
I've just been running at such a fast pace.. I'm
going to burn myself out sooner or later.

Is it so wrong to say though, that despite my last few
statements, I actually like that I've been stepping
outside of my element lately? Is it so hard to believe?
Really. I'm just starting to really enjoy life and to take it
as it comes. Though some things are quite surprising,
(believe me, I'm surprising myself more so than yourself)
but I like it that I'm not keeping myself so well reserved
anymore. At least now I can say that I truly do, have
a backbone and that I know I'm growing into my own
person.... I'm still taking life day by day.. head up.

I have hope. I'm dealing with patience.
"I get by with a little help from my friends."