I was always loud enough..

you know, crushes can be cute sometimes,
but i'm not sure what to think of this.
i feel like i'm in first grade.

i haven't known him long,
which is silly, because after talking so much,
it's weird that we haven't met sooner.

but all i know is, i love being around him.
he puts the biggest fucking smile on my face.
please help me, i can't help but get giddy.
no awkward silences... that's a first (okay, maybe a second?) for me.
i feel like i've known him for years.

i feel a good friendship is in the works.

i'm optimistic. :)