Uneasy thoughts..

First, I'm going to re-type my original entry
before firefox decided to dismantle it.
Then, I'm going to post a.. survey? haha

Anywho...

I can't help but replay this past weekends events in my head.
Over and over, and over again.
For once, I am stunned.
Absolutely speechless.

I never knew that side of me even existed.
Who knew that I had it in me?
What the hell happened?
Why you?
Why me?
I'm still trying to understand it.

And the worst part of it all,
I'm not supposed to like a guy like you.

Boys.
Not one... but two? what the fuck. seriously.

(ps, those of my friends who will actually read this, will not understand this entry.
and I will not discuss the details. so let your minds wander. thanks)