Moving forward.

Over the last couple of days, I've never had such a clearer picture.

People that I'm surrounded by in this city (other than those of my family and closest friends) are now my sworn enemies. I really want nothing to do with anybody in this fucking city called "Buffalo" any longer.

I'm enrolling into West Lost Angeles Community College and moving in December. I've never been more excited, nervous, scared, anxious or ready for anything in my life.

I'm looking forward to moving on, growing up, meeting new faces, experiencing new cultures, surrounding myself with a totally different atmoshphere, GETTING TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL, etc. I just need a change and I need it more than anything I've ever needed before.

Abbey is leaving for LA in like two weeks and I'm glad that I'll have someone out there to keep me grounded. I wish all my friends were going... that's the only thing I may not be able to handle.. is being away from my friends and family. I love you all. It's nothing personal. This is me time and I feel that if you love me and understand me, you'll completely let me face and experience this all on my own terms. Have a little faith, I am. I know I'm strong willed and completely independant... I'm not saying this is going to be easy, I know it's not. But I'm giving myself the benefit of the doubt and you all should too. If I end up coming home, I'm counting on my support system to be there in the end. I don't want to come back here, to tell you the truth.

Anywho, this was just a rambling small write in.